That Girl

Beautiful
with the curly hair you despise
and your smile lights the room
and your laugh is so cute!
Your eyes are sad, but I can tell
when we're together, you don't feel so bad
And I remember that bracelet you had
You gave it and said it was to make sure
we'd see each other again, you'd get it back then
And every time I touched your hand you touched mine
Every single time you tell me how pretty I am
But I'm so shy, or else I'd tell you I'm not
But you're so convincing in the moment,
and when I'm around you I almost feel worth something
Always taking care of me when I feel as if I don't deserve it
And you're always telling me that I can do it,
that I can get through this, always offering to help me
And I hold your hand which feels so right
I struggle inside, quite a fight
Do I even deserve you?
Will you still love me when you know all about me?
Will you still help me when I start to actually fall apart?
I know I'm here for you, though I may be quiet, I'm here
Please help me now?  With my biggest fear of losing you?
Will you help me get through this too?