THE WINDOW (EXTENDED)

i look out the window and what do i see?
except for a better version of me.
she did the right where i did the wrong,
so i'm the one that wrote this song.

i'm here soaking up regret in the air,
you died thinking i never did care.
i wish i would've made the right choices,
now its to late, but i hear the voices.

saying all i should've said,
i never knew you would end up dead.
if i could have one last moment with you,
i would die to let you know i love you too.

the three seconds.
it would have took take make that call,
to show how much i cared after all.
so if you were here,
what would you ask me?

i just want to know.
what you would want me to be.
if you were here would you be proud,
but now you are lost in the grim reapers shroud.

you were the one that taught me right,
and you were stole in the middle of the night.
now i lay awake in bed,
if only you hadn't died before you heard.

i was so wrong and now i see,
you only wanted the best for me.
so as i lay here seeing you now,
i only wish i could tell you somehow.

that even though the call you awaited never came,
i did and do love you all the same.
and now i wish i could've seen the light,
as i look out the window on this faithful night.