"Mentality"

Your mentality scares me,
but your wet kiss-es do not
When you act that way
or say that thing,
 I'm dumbfounded, tied up like a knot.
 My mind is overloaded
 with obtrusive scattering thoughts
 Of the things I don't like of you
 I just want to boil up in pots.

 Like your brain damage in vain
 That made you sound insane
 Nonsense you display,
 causes me much dismay
 and you and your paranoid
 Makes me harsh and so annoyed!

 But the smells you give off for free
 I inhale so desperately
 Your odors are intoxicatingly
 Frustrating the fuck out of me!
 the physical part of you
 Fits me like a god damn shoe.

 But again... my mind starts to ponder
 As my judgements come to be
 That your mental state of mind
 was a scary thing to see

 Why would our touches be perfect?
 And our talks so out of whack?
 Why does your body attract me so bad?
 but your mind goes on an attack

 Are Commons are so uncommon
 to relate is very pale
 Our arguments leave me wounded
 And thinking we'll always fail.

 But I just can't seem to imagine
 Making love with no one else

 With that glazed stare in your eyes
 1 is brown and 1 is green
 That I first saw our love in
 When I was just eighteen

 It will never escape my mind
 Once and for god damn all
 So I don't have to worry
Wether you'll make me feel appalled.

 I know it ain't all you
 I have troubles I am blue
 I have pains inside that stew

 But what can we do
 to fix all our problems
 Should we just let us go?
 And be hurt for all our years?
 Or should we try again
 Through and through
with tears and fears?

 Because we are so different
 are beaten corpses they may find
 Hidden in some basement
 Because we lost our mind.