Future of you and me

He stares, I try to hold his gaze, I get flushed and quickly look away, there is a weight to his eyes that doesn't falter or fade.

He shows me so much want, need, and rawness in that hold; but past that I see a sweet, soft, sensitive, innocent fold.

There is more to this man a specimen of perfection, just beneath the surface, hidden is hurt, struggle, years of  abuse, and a prominent fear of rejection.

He wears many hats in his day; a father, a husband, a lover, business man,protector, and a christian; but who is he really? Does he even know?

I can't believe the passion he shows me, wanting to help me, hold me, full fill all my needs. I wonder if he knows how many feelings he stirs inside me?

 We play and tease, sharing with each other all our greatest sexual dreams and fantasies; listening to the events of the day, both of us struggling to keep our hands and growing emotions at bay.
 
Uncontrollable circumstances keep us apart, if it weren't for these it would be easy for him to win my heart. How much longer will we do this? How much longer can we continue? I guess it all depends on his ultimate view.
I want him to hold me, snuggle up to him while getting lost in the stars and moonlight, but I'm greedy I don't want him for an hour here or there at night, I want to show him how much more he and I have to share.  I want him to feel the electricity between us when our skin touches bare to bare.

I want his hands on me and mine on him no restrictions between us just skin to skin, touching my most intimate places, watching as I make my moans and cute satisfied O faces! :)

When we are both finished with that session, holding and rubbing as our bodies show signs of soothing regression, I want him again, rising him to manly perfection, feeling him inside me as I ride on his erection!

Tantalizing, teasing, and pleasing, wiping out all of his negativities, making the world stand still, giving him his very best thrill!  Flicks with my tongue, nibbles, sucks, kisses he wont soon forget, memories that will last an eternity, nothing he will ever regret!


I love him, I want him to have a life of pure bliss, if he chooses to stay, I will not interfere; but his presence will be missed, I will blend into the background of his life, as time moves on I am sure to slowly fade away leaving with him conversations and bitch sessions about his wife.

If his choice is made clear, then I am his, I will always be near!  We will ride into the sunset to start our great adventure, memories of our lives together will be in sight, making love at each and every juncture in the moonlight!

I do not know what lies ahead of us, but I am here for now, trying to decide if I am in love or if its just lust,
The only thing I know, is that right now there is no true end and no certain beginning to the future of you and me and I will wait patiently for it to end or begin because your kind heart deserves to be free!