I Want You Near

I finally get to see you again
Then you run away.
I see you and we kiss
But as soon as I'm feeling secure
I have to leave and go far away
And you don't seem to understand
It's tearing me apart
I know its hard to tell just how far I've gone
Im starting to wonder if I've gone insane
I feel sick to my stomach just thinking of the fact
And depression is like a hurricane
I feel like a could stay awake for a hundred years
Like I could cry for even more
I want you near is that hard to understand