Given up

I sit here crying,
Knowing I lost,
You made it hard,
To just give up,
I don't know,
What to think of you,
I used to love thee,
But maybe I feel hate?
No, I do know,
I happen to resent you,
You have murdered me,
And you seem to like it,
You ignore me,
As I try to fix it,
Well fine,
I don't need you,
I never did...