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Satan's Bitch
Although indiscretions seem somehow my speciality
they were not quite ever my downfall
until I met Miss F.
Until then, I never fully understood
how the workings of 'wickedness'
could infect my own heart so deeply.
Outwardly, for all the world
she appeared such a normal girl
whatever that might prescribe.
Her triumph of innocence masquerading as almost pious
except for the pain and the private agonies
she had over time grown secretly to adore.
After our relationship became too dangerous
for me at least,
I was even sufficiently inspired to write her a song:
'No use pretending you love me...
when I'm sure the truth is you don't...'
It was pure corn served with a gracious portion of cheese
& thank fuck
I can't remember the rest.
But I can still recall perfectly
the detail of her pale naked limbs
the dazzling fresco of hair
dark waves cascading over my bed
its softness tickling my chest
her scent mingled to peachy vanilla
surrendered in a flurry of nipples
like Spring fretting to burst
even before I could get my mouth open
and suck up my own fresh heart.
She would tilt her head
haunted eyes staring meekly
amused by our assortment of clothes
Cautiously studying hers
each item folded precisely
on the back of the chair
everything just so
and only a moment's glance
for my own crumpled rags
hurriedly discarded so often
in a hopeless, reckless heap.
She wishes she had worn
something different
something sexier than last minute
cropped Armani jeans
perhaps her Monsoon feather dress
sheer stockings and a raunchier bra,
definitely not Marks...
But the thoughts are quickly lost
as our tongues hunt and then lock
soaring way beyond the High Street
in a heady scramble for air.
Unusually tonight
her hands are unbound
the cherry-blood ball gag
and her silver chain
with its shiny clamps
do their work quickly.
They are expert at making her wet
and by the crank of their cruel maximum
she feels safe and almost ready to be freed.
I stand over her
burning to devour the girl
who once
I thought I knew
the rush of my smile
melting on her moans
I am feeding her ache as it grows
but not yet...
There are strict instructions
I must obey
fastening the blindfold
gently but firmly
everything just so
then ravishing her ears with kisses
before I stroke her arms and neck
slapping her stomach and thighs
raking them harshly
with the rasp of her own sharp nails.
Slowly, I let her suck
worshipping the handle of the whip
a little taste at first
then more
and then
deeper again...
I must wait for the silent roar
for her frenzy to erupt in a rush
fusing her spine as it arches
before the fury of the flail is unleashed
freeing the demons
that torture her soul
to fly upon flesh in their rage.
And suddenly I'm a little boy
scared at what I've done
but there are no 'safe' words
no warmth of rescue
to befriend my shame.
She will not stop me tonight
and when I can crack it down no harder
I hurl the whip to the floor
where it winks from the edge of disgust
licking pain
licking blood
licking dust.
She whimpers quietly
and will sleep a long time
every orgasm smeared in crimson
sinking my heart forever
with lies of the cruelest kind.
No, she could never be truly mine
she would always remain
a slave addicted to pain
fashioning hell for kicks--
the truth of Satan's bitch.
they were not quite ever my downfall
until I met Miss F.
Until then, I never fully understood
how the workings of 'wickedness'
could infect my own heart so deeply.
Outwardly, for all the world
she appeared such a normal girl
whatever that might prescribe.
Her triumph of innocence masquerading as almost pious
except for the pain and the private agonies
she had over time grown secretly to adore.
After our relationship became too dangerous
for me at least,
I was even sufficiently inspired to write her a song:
'No use pretending you love me...
when I'm sure the truth is you don't...'
It was pure corn served with a gracious portion of cheese
& thank fuck
I can't remember the rest.
But I can still recall perfectly
the detail of her pale naked limbs
the dazzling fresco of hair
dark waves cascading over my bed
its softness tickling my chest
her scent mingled to peachy vanilla
surrendered in a flurry of nipples
like Spring fretting to burst
even before I could get my mouth open
and suck up my own fresh heart.
She would tilt her head
haunted eyes staring meekly
amused by our assortment of clothes
Cautiously studying hers
each item folded precisely
on the back of the chair
everything just so
and only a moment's glance
for my own crumpled rags
hurriedly discarded so often
in a hopeless, reckless heap.
She wishes she had worn
something different
something sexier than last minute
cropped Armani jeans
perhaps her Monsoon feather dress
sheer stockings and a raunchier bra,
definitely not Marks...
But the thoughts are quickly lost
as our tongues hunt and then lock
soaring way beyond the High Street
in a heady scramble for air.
Unusually tonight
her hands are unbound
the cherry-blood ball gag
and her silver chain
with its shiny clamps
do their work quickly.
They are expert at making her wet
and by the crank of their cruel maximum
she feels safe and almost ready to be freed.
I stand over her
burning to devour the girl
who once
I thought I knew
the rush of my smile
melting on her moans
I am feeding her ache as it grows
but not yet...
There are strict instructions
I must obey
fastening the blindfold
gently but firmly
everything just so
then ravishing her ears with kisses
before I stroke her arms and neck
slapping her stomach and thighs
raking them harshly
with the rasp of her own sharp nails.
Slowly, I let her suck
worshipping the handle of the whip
a little taste at first
then more
and then
deeper again...
I must wait for the silent roar
for her frenzy to erupt in a rush
fusing her spine as it arches
before the fury of the flail is unleashed
freeing the demons
that torture her soul
to fly upon flesh in their rage.
And suddenly I'm a little boy
scared at what I've done
but there are no 'safe' words
no warmth of rescue
to befriend my shame.
She will not stop me tonight
and when I can crack it down no harder
I hurl the whip to the floor
where it winks from the edge of disgust
licking pain
licking blood
licking dust.
She whimpers quietly
and will sleep a long time
every orgasm smeared in crimson
sinking my heart forever
with lies of the cruelest kind.
No, she could never be truly mine
she would always remain
a slave addicted to pain
fashioning hell for kicks--
the truth of Satan's bitch.
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