dead love

i know i love him deep inside,
but im the girl who always hides.
im in the shadows
unseen from the rest.
do you love me?
its time for the test,
i load the gun and cock it back
just to see how you would react
i see you look up, but not to stop me from pulling the trigger
you just walked past me to sit in the frount row
you have come to see the show
heres an idea
lets play russian rullet.
as part of the game ill make you a bet.
5 bullets in the barrel,
your life in parrel.
its blank.. you won
now i take the gun
and look for you to stop me
no.. your one of the people cheering me on.
i bring up the gun,
i close my eyes..
this was the day , of my demize


-sorry for any miss spelling lol-