You will always be in my heart

I know you are gone now
I know youre not here
It hasnt hit me yet
I have yet to shed a tear

But I will
I know I will
Cause from the bottom of my heart
I loved
I love
And I will continue to love you
You will always be in my heart

Since I dont believe in Heaven
I know you cant be there
But I do know that you believed
So I'm pretty sure youre there

I miss you like nothing else
But whats to be done
I cant bring you back
The very next day
Like the sun

I wish with all my might that it was me and not you
But it was your time I guess
And I'll have mine too

I remember everything about you
Even your glorious smile
Filled with mischief and laughter
And now I have your Sear Sucker Suit with the cap
Just your style

Its crazy big on me
But I'll just make do
It helps me to continue
To make it through

I remember when I was so small
You fell asleep at the fair
At dinner
The mall

Once on the couch in the small living room
I came to you with a tattoo in my hands
It took one minute for me to figure out what to do

I stuck that tattoo on your forehead
It was a dinosaur
I remember distinctly
How it was green and well odd
Cause your forehead was REALLY wrinkly

It took you forever to figure it out
That the small grandson you had
Had been so daring
In putting a dinosaur on your head
And you were so caring

From the broad shoulders
To the barrel chest
The skinny short legs
That on the rest of you rest

You couldnt sleep without a machine
I was afraid of it
With the big and thunderous sounds
But I filled it with water
Cause you needed it
While I stumbled around

I know I was scared stiff
Of that machine and its noise

But I also knew that I loved you
So I'd kiss you goodnight
Every time that I saw you
Had the chance to hold you
Hold on to you so tight

I now know what you told me
From when I was little
That someone you love
Will always be with you

Is the truth
Be it told from the child
Thats me
Or the funny old toad
that happens to be my family

I love you so much
I love you so dear
Even though I do so wish you were here

I know just like you said
You will always be in my heart
And always in my head

I love you PaPa