bittersweet memories

my sadness shows,
as your name is carved in stone,
this winter sepperates us...

we are soon to grow apart,
for i have fallen for another.

not human, but a simple silver blade!!
i wish to share it with you
but i have grown jeloues,
jeloues of your happiness
so i take thy blade alone

i only wanted so much as the pain
for what i felt inside
to show on the outside.



but instead i became a creature
of the night!! were pain is the answer

my love, we can blame this world forever
but it is me to blame
so close but still so far

this needs to end it is so sic
its keeping me alive

that is not what i want...
i want to die by my goth mates side (matt adams)
i want to cry on his shoulder
but i cant, for i fear
he will not exept me after
all i have done

this silver blade is still stuk,
stuk to my wrist...
let me die by your side

for you my mate...
my goth mate for all eternety!!