Woman's thought Process

Is he happy when he says "I want to be with you"?
Is he stupid when telling "I'm falling for you"?
Is he crazy pouring his heart out "Baby I love you"?
Is he thinking straight strapped up ready, standing fighting for you?
Lost his "mind" laying his heart out on your front porch?

Would you forgive a man that crushed your heart?
Mad at the world because you can't forget a horrific memory he gave to you?
Would you offer him "your lover" a second chance?
Describe the man that "ruined" your life?
What is it you want him to do?

How would you described the man that changed your life?
Picked you up telling you "trust me everything will be alright",
Took the time picking up the pieces to fix what he and other people had broke,
Grabbed your hand and brought the best out of you,
From your lowest point took care and nurtured you,

Now what's on your mind when your own thoughts are against you?
Listen to the heart that says "yes"? or the mind that says "no"?
Everything you ever wanted, just going to let it go?
When time gets tough going to pack up and run, never look back?
or embrace it and face the fact?

Was it meant to be for you two to meet?
or lesson to be learned yet later to be taught?
all the questions have been answered,
god understands you've been through a lot
only question unanswered,
What is it that you want?