why?

You watched me...
You saw me change...
You left me to colour my hair...
My once light brown hair
Changed to jet black with purple stripes uo see today

You told me I had beautiful eyes...
It changed when the dark eyeliner came by...
You said to friends...
Look her gorgeous smile..
When last did you see it????

You saw...
My once vibrant colored closet...
Went to my pale black, whites and grey..
You didn't try and change that...

Why did you leave...
Just leave me alone???
Leave my soul to die...
Leave my wrists to bleed??
Leave my heart to break....???


Why did you have to leave?