cold wind blows

i feel the sharp wind blow,
it rings my ears and has a knify feel to it.

i sit alone and see children playing,
there happiness is a sharp knife to me,
i sit alone and try to love them,
i sit alone in silence,
i sit alone and suffer

i wish there laughing would stop!! it hurts,
the cold wind blows eternally,
eternety for thou

the cold wind blows,
within it there is death,
death is near!!

but i wish to die,
so let the wind blow!!,
it is cold and dark kinda like my own heart,
thys blackend heart,
for tyh misstress longs for a partner

partner of death.as im sure it awiats