scream

put on a smile,
hide the tears,
put on some make up,
shoo all your fears.

push it all to the dark corner.
all the hate,
all the pain,
suffering and hunger.

emotions are the enemy.

dont let them see,
this part of you,
lock it tight and hide the key,

wait till dark takes the sky once more,
wait till your alone,
till no one can hear you,
scream,
cry.

let the razor take it away,
unlock the door,
unleash everything.

all the monsters,
the things you cant say to anyone els,
but yourself.

bleed,
let it drip down,
let it make the pain go away
for a short while.

then, as if a bad dream,
let it all come rushing back.