Why did She die

As the pungent odor fills my nose
The dead and burnt body is slowly
turning to ash
I scream out as her remains blow
away
Carried by the wind
Why did she have to die for me
Why
Why couldnt I save her
Why couldnt I be there to save her
I was a coward
Too weak and too afraid to do
anything
Now ive lost her
Ive lost her because of my own
foolishness and ignorance
I shouldve been the one to die
not her
Now ive lost everything
Everything I ever loved
I want to kill myself
Theres no reason for me
to live on now
I hope I can go to the
same place as you Alice
I say as I take a knife and
plunge it into my own heart