Accepting Destiny

Going through changes-
Doing what's best for me and not for you.
Everyone, always expecting a little too much,
No more, life is getting much too tough.

Why bother yelling and cursing?
Trust me, that won't make it any better.
Always putting everyone first,
Overwhelmed with hurt so much my head will soon burst.

Gone- The days when I had no worries.
Now- Wishing for that one cold draught at Forries.
Long ago, there was always THAT someone,
But that's why it's "long ago" because now there is no-one.

Some, they claim to understand,
But clearly, they really don't.
I hear their endless laughter inside,
They have no idea about this suicide.

I hope for their sake this is all worth it,
Losing me, to a world so very unknown.
Change has come for me to accept,
Perfect timing since i'm handing over this debt.

Debt? Yes, what used to be my being.
Finally, that's all gone now, along with my dreams.