Torn Between Two

my heart is torn
I always crash after I've soarn  
some would call me foolish to say I love two
but they aren't me and neither are you
their as different as the day is to night
one is drawn to wrong, the other to right
one made me weep, the other has made me cry
both I would be honored to call my guy
one with steady never changing eyes
they other with ever changing eyes that can easily hide a lie
one I have kissed
one I have only missed
one makes me burn alive
the other soothes like hot tea and warms like a warm blanket
one is steady like a stone
the other was born with a body that was built to roam
both can make me smile and laugh
one I have loved for years of my life
the other is willing to one day make me his wife
one is skilled with a knife
the other with his words
na, I don't know which i prefer
all I know is I love them both
in different ways and for different reasons
my love for them is as constant as the seasons
one is close
the other is far
one who hides his feelings
and the other wheres his on his sleeve
only one I know for sure will never leave
but am I willing to give up the other the one I've waited for to love me in return for so long
would be giving up on him now be considered wrong?
should I wait some more and tell the other one so long?
am I a whore for being in love with two?
but I don't know what I am supposed to do
when my heart is torn between two.