first time

I think I've had to much
But ill have one more
I have never known such
Great feelings before

They say ill be alright
If i can walk a straight line
Blurry is my sight
But i think ill be just fine

Its so hard to focus
They all just keep grinning
Their advice was worthless
When the room starts spinning

Suspended emptiness within
With numbness of my skin
I can't feel anything
I can't see anything

And just like that
It all goes south
All my mistakes
Foaming from my mouth