Should Have Known...

You see me as this innocent little girl now,
You really do know nothing about me.

I've done things wrong and worse,
I've even sinned like none you've heard.
Look at the bigger picture you self absorbed cunt,
I'm not that little girl you claimed to have always wanted.

My respect for you is beyond limited,
Why? Because you don't a fuck deserve it.
I've been hurt, I've been torn,
Saddest of all, you never mourned.

He left when i was but a fetus,
Told my mom he had no choice... (She fell for his silly games)
Want to know why he left?
The bastard had a wife and kid he needed to go home to.

(He claimed to be a young student, in need of a home)

"How's my little angel in heaven" He once asked,
Guess back then it was already a given, I've always been dead to you.
Don't tell me you love me now, that sure as hell ain't true.
You should know by now 'dad', that's it, i'm through with you!