What will i do

What will I do now that you are gone
no one knows how hard i'm finding it to carry on
you were my world, my life and my best friend
this hole that’s left I know without you will never mend

Who knows where we would be if things hadn’t changed
now both of our lives have been totally rearranged
why do I still feel this much pain after all this time
because I always thought that you would always be mine

we made those vows, remember ? “for better, for worse”
that very second you were my whole universe
but when you spoke them, you were just going through the motions
while I had you on that pedestal, the princess of my devotions

so what will I do now you are no longer in my life ?
What will  I do now your no longer my wife ?
I don’t want to do anything, just live in my dreams
because in there your still there, and  ive still a smile that beams

but I know when a awake, I know your not there
and i'm all alone, I wish that dream we could share
but the reality is that i'm all by myself
a thirty eight year old man back on the shelf