Tell Me, Don't Lie

Can you hear me?
If so, why don't you answer??
Was I only a foolish little
Girl you felt sorry for?
I'm so sick of speaking words
That no one understands,
I can hear you in a whisper
But you can't even hear me screaming!!
Have you really moved on?
If you really have,
It hurts more than you can imagine..
I actually thought you cared
And would be there for me when I needed you..
But I was only there when you needed me.
I was confused, hurt..
I cried myself to sleep more
Times than I could remember.
You never gave me
The slightest indication,
That you even knew I
Existed when I cried out for you.. So
I began questioning my own sanity.
I began to think that everything was
Just a dream and that none of it ever happened.
But I knew in my heart that it was all real.
Did you lie to me, about everything?
I'm starting to doubt.. I'm more
Than hurt.... More than lost,
More than alone....
There's an empty void in my heart now..
But please tell me,
Don't lie...
Am I only
A foolish lost soul you
Took pity on?