My poison

My words
bitter as always
I don't mean to
but they are anyway

Poisoned words
pushes away
I lose people
just because of things I say

I never meant them
in a rude context
Still they are repelled
Who will be next?

They call me pathetic
they call me rude
How can I say
I don't mean to?

I exile myself
from the exiles
Looks like loneliness
will be my only ally for a while