In My Mind I Wonder..

sometimes the world just disappears
and after the years
theres nothing to think about
once good things die.
your smile becomes brief and open
never shy
still, all good feelings subside
those memories you once lost awaken
and reunite
and doom, like dawn, is breaking
while shaping the night
but who is left to battle?
when there's no one left to fight

What sun is there to shake me?
which bird is there to fly..
in a mind thats open like the sky
And sweet things, forever die
Is there a lie
to take the burden for such hate?
Is my mind that open gate
that leads me to a dismal fate?
Within a sky that is so clear
That leaves me in my constant fear
To be awake..
and those that wonder what its like
to be here
after the world just disappears