Broken Heart and Tormented Soul

My heart is broken,the pain unbearable and never seems to cease,
By lack of my own actions of love that is so deep,
My sweet angel did leave,
For this they cannot be blamed(as that is down to me),
And did what anybody would've done the same,
Even though my lack of actions did cause so much hurt and dissatisfaction
Did this act I cannot forgive mysel and is my cross to bear,
Even though i spoke the truth that I do love them with,
With all my heart and soul,
But after causing so much hurt,maybe I think,
The best place for my broken heart and tortured soul,
Would be in the dirt in the deepest of holes.