my reasons

sometimes i wander why i am so anti social timid hide so much
isolate myself
but when i get out
i see the girls
with their shorts and there juicy ass
the curves the legs
it reminds me
i'm horny
how i wish to fuck them tell they squirt
the guys
there tight shirts ripped abs little facial hair short jeans
they have that confidant look a little ass
i just wanna be on my knees and suck i want my anus to be violated
i wanna be treated like a bitch
and soon after i remember
i get sad
i don't have any sex
hell i haven't even had a kiss
and it reminds me that i hate being so morally high
i have more restraint than most
and i get punished for it really
i hate seeing all the immature shallow thoughts i have
i expect myself to be better
so i hide from it so i can't be tempted