something to say to you

I wish to say something,
Of which you may not be aware,
For even if I keep it in,
The thought will still be there.

I'll always say I miss you,
Because thats honestly true,
Even if you don't always say,
I miss you too.

I'll always say I love you,
Even if it is too soon,
I know how I feel,
For the beat of my heart plays a tune.

You are my alice,
I haven't called you that in a while,
No matter how long its been,
Your voice always brings a smile.

I wish I could find the words,
To explain how I feel,
You are the only one that could ever,
Command my heart to heal.

Im scared dear,
That may be hard to believe,
I just don't know what i would do,
If you ever did leave.

There's no way to know,
If you feel the same way,
I'll just have to trust you,
Believe in the words you say.

Im also afraid of something else,
That I'll hurt you,
That's why it took so long,
Before you ever knew.

I hope you'll love my heart,
It belongs to you,
It has for a long time,
It just took a while before I knew.