suicidal thoughts

Suicidal thoughts,
am i awake
am i dreaming
i wish someone could
penetrate my mind
am i going to cope
with all these suicidal thoughts
the evils that are running
though my sick twisted mind
Drs say my mind
is inaccessible
i take their pills with no effect
the doctors inferior minds
cannot figure mine out
is my mind a maze of lies
of suicidal thoughts
i need to listen to
the voices in my head
dont feel sorry
dont be sad
in each of us is a desire
for the perfect life
ill be watching in disguise
from the other side
ill be with monstrous canniblas
souls of the dead ill finally fit in
love ya i am dead