Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder,
If I would be better off dead,
At least then it would silence the thoughts,
Spinning in my head.

If I were to die,
Would anyone care,
Would they even notice,
Im not there.

If I gave up,
A care I didn't give,
Who would stand beside me,
And force me to live.

If just one time,
I cut too deep,
Took my life,
Who would lose sleep?

If I decided to,
Turn away,
Shut everyone out,
What would people say?

Sometimes I wonder,
So many things,
All I ever feel,
Is the pain it brings