Please stay

Why can't i stop these tears.
They just keep falling and falling.
I hope they can save you.
Before the silence comes calling.

Why can't this be easy.
Why cant this be simple.
Why do I feel queasy?
Why are there so many people?

I hope you can get through this.
I don't want to lose another friend.
Don't go into the abyss.
Don't let this be the end..

You really have to stay.
Please don't leave me behind.
Please don't astray.
These thoughts are leaving me blind.

I love you so much Grandpa.