a m b e r

 
amber
 
glides giggles gyrates
 
a soul born from the womb of  
wanton delirium
her joy is electric
contagious
 
bakes wedding cakes
frosts them afterwards
 
stares at the miniature couples
in black and white
frozen or rather stuck
in the middle  
hand in hand  
 
smiles her wry smile
wishing she could paint  
a riot of chroma  
 
cheers and woots as  
giant pituitary cases hurtle
like deaf space debris  
fighting over a ball
 
worships nature  
meditates
sculpts poems
 
she is hundred feet tall
growing glowing
a white dwarf
 
wraps herself around like a boa  
buzzes like an overload
 
tames takes teases
then growls like
a lone grizzly in throes
 
her breasts remind me of alphonso
a little tongue  
they melt and moo
 
her mons seems to be alive  
most of the times
a little inside and  
i am crushed  
emptied of myself
 
has her own baggage yet  
drags with ease
just the past
the rest flows like  
merce cunningham
 
makes me cry when she climaxes
believes i see divinity
i do  
 
but its the pain of leaving
my body ten feet under
while watching myself  
rant and pant
 
she loves me
her tongue is my proof
 
she is a broken doll  
dancing on her own
a class apart
my adagio
my blueberry
 
insatiable amber


she nibbles me often
 
like right now
 
sigh.