Cruel, Hating Love

I hate you
as I love you
Your cruel intentions so prominent
but yet here I stand
letting each land
Crushing and controlling my heart
Why do I love you so?
So deeply that it hurts?
Why do I keep on
Knowing that I hate you
for what you've done.
I sit and I stare
at the wall before me
Looking for answers in its dark depths.
You kissed me
then talked hate about me
So why
why do I allow myself to suffer so?