Gone

New days turns to a  new nite blacker than the dark knight but more vicious than the joker turns out life's a joke or misery one big cruel one it's far from done got more torture left to deal so choose your last meal now before it's to late my last mistake or was it is it over dumbshit created by a dumb bitch I'm done with everything bein crazy mixed with psychotic missin wats important my kids seein me as superman strong as can be but more like the tinman lookin for my heart despite how torn and broken apart lookin for lil pieces makin wishes on all the first stars and wishin wells nobody tells it's wat we learn wen we fall yet wen strength fail and hopes break you reach all you can take you bend and break shattered bruised and battered Losin the battle can't get back up in the saddle gettin beat with the paddle I lost in shits creek wen I sunk head deep can't pull myself out chokin on the stench of all the bullshit ive been fed can barely get outta bed listening to the voices in my head replayin movies of the past of wen I came in last even tho I gave all I had but still wasn't half as good I guess cuz life's still a bloody mess nothin left but a lil brain matter and it don't matter to anyone that I'm as good as gone