"morphine and cream"

please dont deny me
as if never to be there
the cold shoulder you possess
just isnt fair


did i do something wrong
if so....can you forgive
i know you have gone
but in my heart you still live


its never to late
as you lye there in wake
so forgive me my friend
i made a mistake


this is the result
of a careless act
at the time my heart was broken
bleeding and cracked


you ran off with another
who offered nothing but lust
it will never be the same
and its you i dont trust


but i made you your coffee
a little morphine and cream
poisons the answer
and death is my theme


i really am sorry
but i cant take it back
and now my heart has changed
into a filthy shade of black


so if you can hear me
theres a lesson to be taught
if you fuck with my emotions
you get what you got


and i have a little aliby
that i forgot to mention
im a dedicated supporter
of suicide prevention