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For once
For the first time in years...
I actually felt happy with who I was.
And what I was standing for.
For once in my life I wasn't thinking about pain,
I want thinking about all the bad things.
For once I was enjoying life.
Then you came along..
You told me everything I was doing was wrong.
You said what I do disgusts you.
How I look is revolting.
How my beliefs are shameful.
For once...I was truly happy with myself...
And now thats gone.
Now..I have to keep wondering what's wrong with me.
Again.. and again and again...
All I feel is disappointment in myself...
All I want is to be better..
Why can't I just be accepted?
Why is my own grandmother judging me..
For once i was happy...
But now I am forlorn.
Like and old coat that is tattered and torn.
Thats my feelings..
My once happiness diminished.
For once I was me.
And look what happened.
I actually felt happy with who I was.
And what I was standing for.
For once in my life I wasn't thinking about pain,
I want thinking about all the bad things.
For once I was enjoying life.
Then you came along..
You told me everything I was doing was wrong.
You said what I do disgusts you.
How I look is revolting.
How my beliefs are shameful.
For once...I was truly happy with myself...
And now thats gone.
Now..I have to keep wondering what's wrong with me.
Again.. and again and again...
All I feel is disappointment in myself...
All I want is to be better..
Why can't I just be accepted?
Why is my own grandmother judging me..
For once i was happy...
But now I am forlorn.
Like and old coat that is tattered and torn.
Thats my feelings..
My once happiness diminished.
For once I was me.
And look what happened.
Published 17th Jun 2012
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17th Jun 2012 4:07pm
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17th Jun 2012 4:35pm
hehe...yayyness! line 5 ...wasn't instead of want?
my sis read that she says ur a really good poet :) i think so too :) absolutely BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! now what is this about ur grandma...what did granny say? >.<
my sis read that she says ur a really good poet :) i think so too :) absolutely BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! now what is this about ur grandma...what did granny say? >.<