Are You Satisfied???

Are You Satisfied???

Each day I'm living,
I feel like it's my last.
I can't handle the pressure,
I'm about to crack.
"You whore!"
"You loser!!"
"You drug abuser!!!"
All the pain,
building up inside.
I'd rather smoke some dope,
then let my emotions run wild.
Wearing this mask,
hiding from the world,
living in my past.
I'm so confused,
I feel so alone.
I hurt deep,
it hits the bone.
You want the pain to go away?
You want everything to be okay?
Just light it up,
watch it burn.
Breathe it in,
then you'll start to turn.
You will hate what you've become,
but I'm sure you'll love the high.
Take one last look in the mirror
and wave good bye.
The old you is gone
and the new you will never be satisfied.

Written by: Mariah Dalli