Tourmented

I start a new chapter.
The door creeps open.
Wind of an other world blows through my hair.
Alien creatures quickly surround me.
Without second thought I am pushed onto the floor.
Quickly despised by all.
I ask myslef what have i done wrong?
The next day its all the same.
Called names and picked on once more.
I have no friends to hear me out.
Im suffering alone.
They speak about me in a wrong way.
Tormented everyday.
How can they say i dont suffer?
How dare they tell me I wont react badly to this?
These creatures of the new world drive me away form the light.
Its been a decade since I've seen the sun.
Pushed away into the darkness.
Will no one come?
I can't escape these horrors.
But it must end.
I was denied through my life.
Suffered everyday.
Distroyed by others and fell to the grave.
In the end, my suicide.