Lessons

Your my reason for breathing!
every breath I took for granted,
I know now you were inhaling it for me,
keeping alive...stop me from dying,
within is the clue?,
where am I now?,
what did I do to you!!?,
sent you crazy with my own demons,
swore to be different,
tried to hard,
consequences of my nightmares,
time to step back take a seat,
engulf the earth shine a light for me,
never have I known such love and fear all at once,
if you knew my past you'd wonder why Im still here,
its you why Im still here,
your the joys in my life,
I took you for granted realised my faults,
nothing that can't be changed,
its a life lesson,
its what we live for....