Poisoned

Twisted and turned to all directions,
My mind is choking me,
Forcing me to breathe out poisonous words.
Red stained tears spill from my eyes
As air chokes me to death.
Venom speaks my tongue,
I cannot control myself.
I am not myself.
My bones feel as ash, I cannot stand.
I lay on the cold concrete
As poisonous venom spreads through my thoughts.
Eyes go wide, limbs go numb.
Red surrounds me in a pool.
Thoughts go blank, my mind goes dark.
I close my eyes
As dark waters fall down my pale face.
Sprawled on the ground; lifeless.
Poisoned by thoughts.
My life goes to hell
As my grasp on the knife loosens.
My wrist flows like a river of blood.
I am gone.