Five.

Are you still afraid to die?
Still too scared to lose?
I swear, one day we'll win,
after all we're going through.

Does the jealousy still rock you?
I've not outgrown it yet....
A few more traits have stuck around,
but the past I won't forget.

And love hasn't shown itself?
I know there's lots of that.
You've still got your innocence?
I see you're not yet cracked.

Every boy could break you,
if you gave them all the chance.
You won't understand this, but listen close,
they just want in your pants.

Listen to your heart,
it bends, but rarely breaks.
We decided long ago, to go with the flow.
I'd hate for you to change a thing.

Hold tight to the memories, though.
It seems I've lost a few.
Of all I've seen with this poor vision,
I saw it and I made it through.