Time to wash away.

I wanted to drown myelf in darkkness
Drowing in my own depression
Not trusting anyboday anymore
Ive been used like this before
Breaking away at my hollow pieces
Hiding them so no one else can see this
Im more broken then you can understand
Im more washed up then i can contain
Im strong
But even the strong break
Im dying slowly
From what i try to fix
I want to cry
But my tears have dried long ago
Im sick of the fakes and unworthy
Im sick of this rotten memorie
I want it to end
I want to be freed
From this nightmare i call life
The nightmare
That haunts my awake time
Even when i dream
I die
And when i breath
I breath in ashes of my batterd life
Howling in pain
As my skull breaks
I hit the ground
With that ever so comforting splat
No more work
No pain
And no more fakes
Time to wash away