There or Not?

Hey there, you are a stranger
I guess I wanted to say sorry
I'm no good at this
Please don't be mad at me

I thought I was trying my best
I know I'm a bit slow
I'm unsure about almost everything
I must have many a foe

Yes, I am very confuzzled
But I’m willing to learn
If u could put up with me
But back I won't turn

Hey there, you are a friend
I'm going to be a better person
You've inspired me, but
It's easier said than done

I am not defined by others
Around me are those I look to
To see my reflection
Only to find it without what's true

I'm embarrassed of myself
Finally I'm being completely honest
I need to stop lying
Or I'll fail every life test

I am often told
To Just be me
But that's hard when that "me"
Doesn't know who they're supposed to be

Will you forgive me?
(It's the only thing left to ask)
For all the mistakes I'll make
Trying to work my way and complete each task

I am not anyone special
Just another wishing for a friend
As I search through my music
Looking to find myself once again