You Wonder Why

As you slowly come to realize
The pain you feel has become real
The tears on your face have turned to
blood
You wonder why
This pain is a stranger to you
Youve never felt this before
It hurts like nothing youve ever felt
Is pain always this painful
You wonder why
Does pain always leave you feelings of
regret,feelings of guilt
This pain is new to you
But youre not scared
You wonder why
You just feel hurt emotionally and
physically
Wondering is this real
Is this how you feel when youve done
something wrong
When youve done things noone could
actually understand
When youve killed and never felt
a thing
You wonder why
Why does it hurt like this
Youve never even truly understood pain
unless you felt it,experienced it
What is pain
Is it good or bad
Why does everyone act as if
pain were just another emotion that holds
them back
You wonder why