Rape

Tears are always running down my face
I hang my head low thinking what a disgrace
The tears are from the damage you caused
What do you want now? A round of applause?
I watched you fuck me right before my eyes
Now the only thing left to do is cry
You stole my virginity without my consent
Please tell me why this is the way it went?
All I wanted was for you to get off of me
But it just wasn't that easy
You hit my face and ripped my shirt
You shoved that damn thing in till it hurt
I remember like it was yesterday
Will I ever get over this and be ok?
The thoughts are crucial and all I can do is cry sometimes
I think  and ask myself why I didnt die?
The bastard didn't care if I lived or if I died
All he cares about was being satisfied
I feel dirty I feel low
I feel used and I'll always know