Pointless Existence

I can't fight anymore
My existence seems meaningless
If all I can do is cry
Find reasons to hate myself
Give myself scars so big
I will loathe myself forever
I can only blame myself
Not anyone else
No one else to be angry at
No one else to get revenge on
Just me
I can easily be mad at myself
Scream at myself
Beat myself to a pulp
Shred myself to pieces
Smother myself till I die
I won't hurt anyone else
I don't have anymore strength to fight
Fight this increasing insanity
I don't know anything anymore
What is my purpose?
Why do I exist?
No matter what I do
I don't feel in place
I can't feel happiness
Only Anger
Only Sorrow
Only Loneliness
Only Depression
Only Hatred
I can't fight anymore