Sometimes

Sometimes I wake up and
See the world as it really is.
Dead,
Just like the way you left me.

Sometimes I wake up and
See my heart as it really is.
Wasted,
Just the way you like it.

Sometimes I wake up and
See you as you really are.
Perfect,
Just the way you are.

Sometimes I wake up and
See nothing at all.
Nothing,
Which is what’s inside of me.

Sometimes I wake up and
See the light at the end of the
Tunnel;
Which leads straight to hell.

Sometimes I wake up and
Discover my once perfect now
Shattered
Life. Just how you like it, baby.

Sometimes I wake and
Breathe in the scent of you which
Lingered
On my clothes for all these years.

Sometimes I wake up and
See the teardrop that fell into
Oblivion.
Just the way you like it.

Sometimes I wake up and
Loneliness awaits me with
Outstretched
Fingertips. And I love it.

Sometimes I wake up and
Discover my once perfect now
Shattered
Life. Just how you left me.