i cRy... >8^..(

i cry a lot lately    
its like the Devil has me pinned    
i said it before      
and it remains the same    
i have chosen sides    
and the He Who i roll with    
his bitch ass know he has no win    
     
i cry      
because i have a human condition    
all my wants and all what i think i need    
     
i cry    
not simply for me    
but for all the others      
who i feel i let down    
for choosing to believe in me..      
     
i been called a dreamer    
im sure there are those who may think i a schemer      
its been explained to me.. “who are you?!”    
and my response is….      
     
……..RedHot ‘muthafuckn’ Peppers    
     
Devil wants me to ride or die    
but this bitch is pissed    
because Papa allows me      
a very potent frame of mind      
and a crafty pen to write with   
     
you want me gone or silent?    
Devil gon have to kill me    
and if you succeed it was written in my script    
i’ll rest well knowing Papa has many more seed such as me    
     
when i cry      
i am ashamed    
for i know He has carried me    
through many a moon    
the same as He makes the Sun rise each day    
     
He sets all that is in motion    
for He is the Clock Maker    
He Who shapes the pot from a mound of clay    
     
hear me now Devil.. and your dominions    
feeling safe picking on i      
and many others in this human condition    
     
i write and bang within boundaries of my permission    
and that’s plenty enough room    
to deliver that which He has placed in my heart    
to be openly given..    
     
i cry      
because of my selfishness    
     
'to he who much is given.. much is required'    
     
when all is said and done    
to He be the glory    
for He is truly the only worthy One..    
     
     
>8^..( Daddy’s lil Souljah…