My Opposite

Every thing I wish
Turns to its opposite
I want the world to explode
Why hasnt it?

The person I am
Is the opposite of the one I show
Why do I act this way
I just dont know

My friends like my opposite
But I dispies her
I want to scream out
And fucking kill her

This is a joke
A frickin nightmare
I want to go and hide
In a dark calm lare

I want to shoot myself
But my opposite stops me
I want to cut myself
and just let it bleed

I want to stop my heart
It only brings me pain
Get out of my fucking way
I need to get the vain

So one more time
And one last song
I hit the last verse
And now I am gone