Fake smiles

Everyday I hide 
behind fake smiles 
Trying to be 
A good example
But some times it's hard 
Being the one 
That's always shining 
Like the sun
 
It suck being me
I feel like
I burn twice as bright
Waiting to fall twice the height
 
Why am I so nice 
I see the pieces of shit 
Get all the light
I guess I'll be patient
And wait in line
for my piece
Of that apple pie
 
Why do nice guys finish last
It's always the same
We're always last
 
Someday I'll be 
someone's first choice 
We will win the race 
Together First place
 
No more fake smiles
Or places to fall 
I'll be  happy 
all day long.