what can't compare to what you've told yourself

 




Dear Body,

It feels weird when people come up to you as you're deciding what the best way to off yourself is. They talk their intentions away and leave as fast as they came, but now you have something new to think about. I don't like it. I'm too far into my own mind to appreciate the pain it takes to pull me out. Sometimes I watch them walk away with a questioning look on my face. Little do they know I'm hoping that they die in a lot nicer way than I intend to. Then again, death isn't a very clean situation, so maybe just in a better state of emotion.

It's about time you put down the dishware and get to work.



Sincerely, Conscious