it takes faith

You see my dear,
I feel you need to know,
I love you still,
I didn't want to go.

I broke your heart,
I didn't  want to do it,
I knew i would hurt you more,
I just couldn't risk it.

Because love takes faith,
Faith i can't  put in my self,
The last note i ever wrote to you,
Still sits on my shelf.

Its full of words,
Things I wish I had said,
Now the thought of what could have been,
Spins in my head.

I don't know what to say,
I do know i miss you,
I wish you could forgive me,
And I hope you do.